NYE!

Oh I can hardly wait, 2010 will be a year of change and sticking to resolutions. New friendships, hard work, dedication, motivation, family, friends and balance. Goodbye 09 and hello a fresh new beginning.

Gossip Girl.

Hello new obsession

Ugh

Phone is being sent into repairs for a 3rd time, lesson learnt never get a webslider.

Foster

Beach. Laughter. Family

Christmas

Went way to fast and I felt like I missed out and all the festivities of the season but nether the less I had a wonderful time, Christmas night staying up till 4am chitchatting with Jess and than spending the next four days with my dearest cousins.

Over Rated,

Christmas barley makes me excited these days, its just a pain in the butt having to get everyone presents and rushing around on the 25th so see everyone with there jolly smiles on, pssh okay for them not having to travel. i dont get to see my dad either, xmas 09, over rated. Im so much like the grinch of chirstmas this year minus the green and hair.

Appoligizes.

I wont be blogging for the next week as i'll be in hallidays point. Trying to enjoy myself in this rainy weather, why is it that bad weather always occurs on my holidays. I'll be back Christmas eve n_n

2010

No, I don’t think that the world will end in 2012 despite all the predictions and facts. They’ve said the world will end heaps of times and it never does, why will now be any different. My friend asked me what would I do if I found out the world was going to end tomorrow, I replied, live like there would be no tomorrow lol. if the world really does end well there's not much we can do so no use worrying about it, just keep living each day like its your last and i will be extremley pissed that i wasted 11years at school for nothing.

Awkward.

Got to love stripping down to your undies so a Chinese man can look over your body with a magnifying glass. I had to go for a skin cancer check up, oh what fun that was. Note the sarcasm

White Christmas

I wish i lived where it snowed at christmas.

Holiday

Well as most of you know im home from Queensland as of last Tuesday thought i never said anything about my time there. The hours of traveling and waiting at airports was painful but worth it when i got to see all my family again. My little brothers have changed extremely and being with everyone again reminded me of just how much i missed them living minutes away.

During my stay we found it hard to keep ourselves occupied in the scrub and desert so dad decided we'd wake up at 5oclock in the morning and climb a boulder mountain :| or get up 5oclock the next morning to travel 2hours to a dam to catch red claws. Each night we look at all the green tree frogs around the house and catch any unwanted cane toads, i found enjoyment out of looking at the millions of stars in the sky seeing as there were no city lights blurring them our. By the end of my stay it was no longer odd to see camels on the side of the road or wallaby and cows at the back fence and in the driveway haha.

I cant wait to go back up there, the time went way too quick.

Your Awesome

Ugh, i can't get enough of him <3

Queensland tomorrow

Tomorrow i'll be leaving at 5.30am to catch a flight to brisbane, when i arrive at the airport i will than have to hang around for four bordem filled hours until my next flight to emerald airport, from there my dad shall pick me up and ill drive to his place. Im ecstatic about the five days i will get to spend with my family there and cant wait to see my little brothers and see how much they have changed, ugh ive missed them something chronic! Whilst im there i will have no reception as im pree much in the outback, this will be a mission.

Vanish

I were to just vanish, would i be a mere ghost of memories that would live on in people and brought up from time to time, or i have actually done something significant that changed someones life. Are there people who feel they couldn't live without me or would time eventfully fade me away like it so often does.

Time

Why is it that time always drags on when we feel miserable and goes to quick when we feel incredible. I wish i could stop time and live in one moment for as long as i want and skip the bad ones. I wish i could have the feeling of being invincible like a child, like nothing could hurt you except a grazed knee. The feeling of having power over everything and nothing anyone did could effect you or your life. Those are dreams and dreams barley ever become reality and even when they do, so often are they broken.

I hate not having control

I was talking to a fran a few weeks ago about where we think well be in 6months time, it was brought to my attention today than within those weeks so much has already changed due to certain events. It makes me feel quite uncertain about the future and the reality is every decision we make has some effect on us and the future and if we happen to make the wrong one, we will bare the consequences and sometimes mistakes cant be undone. Im thinking more about the decision I make these days but some are out of my control and I hate not having power of it. One decision that was made recently will change my life, I just hope some extreme event occurs that changes it, but I suppose that’s what we call dreams.

Reece and Sarah

Sphs Formal!

Leading up to the afternoon I was crossing my fingers and hoping that the horrible rain clouds would go away but seeing as the odd’s are always against me, I was sitting in the hair dressers saloon and it started pouring down! Me and my girls looked ridicules running to the formal car under umbrella’s with distraught looks on our faces. We spent the following 2hours driving around Newcastle to waste time seeing as we couldn’t get out of the car for photo’s without being blown away.

The start of the function consisted of zillions of camera flashes were blinding and my cheeks hurt from smiling. The dinner was, well odd, I got eggplant on onion and capsicum or something, Alison and I shared the same facial expressions when we saw it, ugh the downside of being a vegetarian. The rest of the night was spent dancing, after a few songs I than learnt lesson 1, dancing in high heels near impossible so the shoes were ditched, I than learnt lesson 2, dancing with no shoes means getting your feet trod on continuously and im still suffering the consequence of lesson 3, dancing for hours means sore leg muscles to the point were you have to waddle around because walking seems to hard.

Jarrad and myself than went back to ryters were we went for a midnight swim and than stayed up all night until i pointed out it was daylight outside and we figured it was best to get some sleep. Sphs Formal, a wonderful time with many laughs :)