I hate not having control

I was talking to a fran a few weeks ago about where we think well be in 6months time, it was brought to my attention today than within those weeks so much has already changed due to certain events. It makes me feel quite uncertain about the future and the reality is every decision we make has some effect on us and the future and if we happen to make the wrong one, we will bare the consequences and sometimes mistakes cant be undone. Im thinking more about the decision I make these days but some are out of my control and I hate not having power of it. One decision that was made recently will change my life, I just hope some extreme event occurs that changes it, but I suppose that’s what we call dreams.